Happy but not Happy...

The sunset was so beautiful. The sun shone on the office's wall with bright orange ray and it was really pretty. Not only that, it was raining too and i can actually see clearly the raindrops falling to the ground like clear sharp diamonds. Breathtaking..really. I wish i could share with someone at that time but the whole thing just made me sad thinking of other things. I guess today wasn't my happy day. Luckily, the workload piled on my table and floor had helped me slightly to steer my mind away and be focused.

Driving back was not any good either. Usually music would make me get in tune and i would sing back or at least move my head, side to side...but with the jam, the red backlights of other cars shining on to my face, the drizzling and dark sky, moved me again...just so tiring. Letting it go with tears really helped me to gather myself up again. Really today just wasn't my bloody day at all. Haih...

Now sitting here in front of my laptop in the quiet room, didn't actually help to overcome how i feel. I thought being quiet and just taking my time to be alone can drift me to think of something else but it seems worst. I always wonder what was the feeling while reading novels or watching movies on people being depressed for a long time after being separated from the love ones...now i know. Tears are just the perfect and best companion for comforting tonight.

Once you messed with feelings, then that's the one thing that will never be forgotten nor will it disappear just like that. It will remained for a very long time...very tiring. Ergh...

Anyway..just to cheer things up, I have received a package from Murni today. She does things oh-so-sweet and beautiful that will make you fall in love with her and her pieces of jewels. I love her so much, that i even asked her to create a ring and named it........NURVIA!

Here's the process of me opening it slowly, step-by-step...

A colourful package arrived in my mailbox & inside contained a bubble wrap...

and inside the bubble wrap is a silver box and inside the silver box contained
a pink tissue wrapper...

and inside the pink tissue wrapper popped up 2 beautiful rings!!


Nurvia & Diyana

Specially made for me requested by me and done by Murni

I want to thank Murni for the beautiful rings and thank you for making NURVIA as requested. It is just how i've wanted it. Admiring and loving it for good.

Luv Luv